There are so many things I do not understand ... And to have the feeling that it meant never learn ...
I live in this world ... among the people ... The day is dawning, the sun draws its train, going to the other side back under, and it follows again that night ... again and again.
somehow extends the current life - or the time runs in fast motion ... Day-night day-night weekend ... ... Day-night day-night ... Weekend ... Day-night day-night ... Weekend - and so on endlessly.
I wonder ... I actually still live? ... Or I'm now some kind of art a spirit, still walking on this world - no longer really part of this world, and yet it still afflicted and imprisoned ...
My own, mental time or internal clock is ticking so much slower, as in phase between this dimension come packed - I'm there and yet somehow not as ........ tick ........ tick ........ tick ........ tick ........
and against the outer time in the world I hear the change of day and night as in a clockwise motion and the wild carousels turn in a circle round after round after round .... tick - tick - tick - tick - tick - tick! ......
I do not see ...
What happened? I wonder .... Why is it already 31 January? Where's the part ?.... moment ... was it not just Christmas yet? Where is blos der Dezember geblieben? ...
Ich schaue in meinem Mailnachrichten ... und bin verwirrt... Was geschieht hier blos? Was passiert mit der Zeit? Was passiert mit der Zeit dieser Welt, dieser Dimension in der wir leben und was passiert mit meiner eigenen, internen, geistigen Zeituhr?? irgendwie verlaufen sie nicht mehr konform...
Ein völliges Paradoxon stellt sich in mir ein - und mein Verstand kann es nicht verstehen, mein Gehirn versucht zu interpretieren und es irgendwie zu verarbeiten und umzusetzen, doch raus kommt dabei völlig wirre, unverständliche Dinge an Emotionen Time and feelings are somehow not - fit together ...
01/18/2011 ... it is just passed by 12 days since the last message from the most wonderful creatures on earth, could I ever know - but I just do not understand ... My internal sense of time tells me, however, as I have appointed for more than 6 weeks had no contact ...
Would I go to my own internal clock as emotional terms ... Today is the 31/01/2011 (unglaublich. ..) - then the sooner was the last contact about the 12/18/2010 .... and not just 12 days.
Wait a minute ... I'm confused ... The world around me seems to me, as it would spin faster ... The days fly by and the months go by like nothing good ... and I have in me the feeling that I experience the world around me as in a faster time-lapse tightened ... Or is the other way around it? The world is spinning in circles in his usual, constant speed and only time I'm the one that ticks slower in the interior? Is my internal, spiritual Clock has been slowed? Does it makes me just one second blow while the world two to three seconds and strikes?
If my internal clock slower ticking ... why do I feel as if the last contact was 6 weeks, then would not be the feeling that she was only just less than 12 days been?
I do not see ...
time - is a strange dimension ... I must investigate this now - somehow ... An Excel table could help ....
A column of the - let's say "real time" ... The Days 1, 2, 3, 4, ...
If I in the ratio a new column next to drann sit, in my internal sense of time perceive as my "now feeling" is where the world (= real time) in fast motion passes, a ratio of about 2:1 would be out .. .. every two days go by real-felt as soon as one day ... Or the other way around - the world revolves somehow with almost twice the speed and has only 12 hours instead of 24th ..
mhmm .. Now I understand that but still do not ...
I put a third column next to the relationship as I see the time back Reminiscent or feel ... And get this as a ratio of 1:3 is ...
So I take the 12 days as a template, it's real past 12 days, the world has turned so 12 times, there were 12 times a day-night cycle ... I got a sense of time for that period were as instead of 12 but already about 5-6 weeks ago. But I start from my now-feeling when the world seems to me to turn it in motion, I have a feeling the 12 days were like 7 days ...
Or, in yet a different way ... Today is 31 January and tomorrow is January again around and is 1 February ... It occurred before the January total short and they passed so quickly after my now-feeling and I would have to date would be by feel, instead of the 31 Today, about 16 or 17 January. I would have to be mentioned but a period of time and estimate how long a while since I would call smooth 6 weeks, but even though - there were only 12 days ....
very crazy ... is not it? I can hardly believe it even though I could even write down * lol * ...
And now, imagine this, paradoxical, confusing ... mhmm ... so how should I call it because ... this paradox, three-phase experience of time before ... of the evening when I get home and try to pass in review, which brought the day ... the week, month. And trying to understand why feel the 12 days as six weeks ..... But at the same time I feel like I'm in motion ....
this out ... crazy! ..
Somehow I have the dream of 27 October think - the dream of interpenetrating universes and the golden city .... Before few weeks I had with an astral journey into the future (the detailed content I will not publish) a can see the date - but ... I do not understand ... I see connections and understand they do not really - or will not admit it? As we would probably perceive pervasive universes?
One very many people seem to agree, and we talk about it even as a coffee gossip that even as a "normal" sense: the time seems to pass faster and faster would.
At work, I hear so often "oh, again for the month, as time goes by, and very often the saying" The older you get, the faster time flies ", etc. ... and I noticed this, of course, as time is always faster tiles appear and ask myself, "God, how can that be?"
In the esoteric and the whole light-and-love-fraction is increasingly talked about it, that would "rise" of the earth and the people ... the oscillations would change, ever increasing, ever closer, the world would come close to something that is called "transition" in a next higher level, and whatever else because everything is predicted ... other religious and esoteric groups speak of the imminent "end" of this era, the end of the Mayan Calendar, apocalypse, and even the so-called "division" of up and down, etc. ... The world is a second renaissance to ...
In this astral travel into the future, I saw a date margin: 21 Februar 2012 - 2013 ... I saw a city in Germany in a sorry state after a catastrophic art, not going back flood ... The Golden City where the top was separated from the bottom ... The effect of penetrating universes and penetrate alien dimensions, the strange, ancient, giant beings bring with them the curiously looking at our world ... Our old world will soon no longer be like it once was and we will come with a very strange new beings in contact ...
Note I do with this art "three-phase Sense of time "to the beginning or are imminent, the short penetrating universes and dimensions? After all, a year out in about ... but that does not mean that you do not have any art gets to feel precursor" for time-sensitive nature?
Well ... we'll see. And I see need my calendar carefully to keep in mind to keep my mind on the time to still together ...?
Aquajade
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