Das Jahr ....
... geht bald vorrüber. Ich kann nicht sagen "gottseidank" aber auch nicht "schade" ...
Vor drei Jahren hatte ich begonnen, die Jahre einen "Namen" zu geben. Diese Namen sollten sowas wie art Überschriften sein, welches der Beginn von meiner persönlichen Entwicklungen beschreibt, Ziele und Vorstellungen contains over the relevant years.
I the years naming spontaneously and intuitively without thinking, at one time, nor did before me, I would come to Kiel, nor knew before me, I would start training as a state-certified gymnastics teacher at all, even before I knew what would be really out of my old life ...
I was - and still am - fascinated about my idea to name the years, it has what I like to think about it and the extent to somehow "fulfilled".
named retrospect, I the last few years also have to obtain a complete picture, named several years ago and already all other years, until 2015, and so an interesting picture emerged of a possible course of my life within 10 years:
2006 - "The Year of the last sleep"
2007 - "The Year of the orientation"
2008 - "The year of waking up"
2009 - "The Year of the positive changes
2010 -" The Year des spirituellen Wachstums"
2011 - "Das Jahr der Elfen"
2012 - "Das Jahr der Schule"
2013 - "Das Jahr des Rückkehrs"
2014 - "Das Jahr der hohen Schule"
2015 - "Das Jahr der Abstinenz"
Wie gesagt, ich begann die Namensgebung mitte 2008 und für mich war einfach klar, ohne es wirklich zu wissen - "2009 ist das Jahr der positiven Veränderungen".
Und ich muss sagen - es funktionierte! ... Also vielleicht It was also due to the my attention or awareness was focused primarily on these changes and I, in any form whatsoever positively evaluated, but no matter. I saw in 2009 really many many, sometimes very serious and life-critical changes.
I was glad finally to "The year of spiritual growth," which also might mean more to care. I was open and ready.
But ... somehow - I had the year of spiritual growth not as presented to me and I wonder if the names of successful distribution viellelicht but not quite was what anbetraf 2010 ... For this year, I was never before so many times as much confronted with things that I do not understand ... where a "not understanding" triggered in me and I stood so often as an ox in front of the mountain there, and almost downright helpless I had to admit by saying, "I do not understand the "....
Strange ... Am I so wrong? Or - is it just be confronted with things that one does not understand a form of "spiritual growth" and I've just not right that interpreted as such? What the heck is "spiritual growth"? I actually thought to include "understanding". But I did not expect that perhaps the non-understanding can also be a form, which might inspire spiritual growth can ... I think it was probably a year when I was out very clearly in mind, where all I understood in a non-exist, whose existence was not previously aware of and I just believed, and I just imagined it all, everything to understand. Now that I've experienced in 2010, in which all non-understanding is, I think I understand why it is perhaps intuitively with the given name "The year of spiritual growth" ... Because now I know, and it has become aware that I am mentally basically still like a child who so many things not yet understood. And the knowledge of things, which still exists you a non-understanding, but now I can grow spiritually from it, because now I may by and by not understanding process, edit, rework, in - to understand. The year 2010 has created the basis. The basis for spiritual growth.
But that's me only later, when the year is almost over, slowly become clear ....
However - the handling, processing and reworking of things that I do not understand will not happen in 2011, I feel very clear. Because 2011 is "The Year the elves, "whatever that meant, I do not know. This name was already established for more than three years. I think only in 2012" The Year of the school, "is what I experienced in 2010 and all have faced had, which in me there is a lack of understanding, rolled up and fashioned into understanding. Maybe it has to be well so that the whole facing things first sink must not know. And in the year of the elves, I have a feeling that is be a very "light", elfiges year, a winged year maybe ... it will be a year of outings ... It will be a very imaginative, "colorful" year ... One year, where I well may indeed formally the elves of the stars will meet and see, and where my mothballed, withheld fantasy again unfold like wings of a fairy be, who knows ...
I will be surprised just ....
Aquajade
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