Keys I just find cool ....
Even from an early age I was fascinated by buttons and animated me to play it.
My father told me that I have from very small to her, play with toys especially liked that made any music. This made these ridiculous Plastiktröten where pure and blew on the side were a couple of buttons, where you could then elicit certain sounds from it. I still remember those colored baby toys. No one had to show me the size of the working, I had grasped the toy immediately and just immediately once the well-known "all-my-duck" played.
to my 7th Birthday, I got such a small ... so, what do you call this part for now actually ... I always say to "air organ," I think diese alten Teile hießen tatsächlich auch so damals... jedenfalls, da bekam ich einen solchen Luft-orgel. Das hatte gerade mal vielleicht 3 Oktaven Tasten, an der linken seite ein paar Knöpfe für die Akkorde und klang etwas wie ein Akkordeon, weil die Töne mit elektrisch gezogener Luft erzeugt wurden.
Das war damals das größte Geschenk ever! Und habe viele Stunden damit verbracht. Ich spielte einfach drauf los, niemand brachte mir bei wie das funktionierte, und anhand einfach gehaltene "Notenblätter", welches über Farbcodes funktionierte die ich einfach nur auf dem Blatt vor mir mit den farblich gekennzeichneten Tasten vergleichen musste, brachte ich mir auch das Spielen selbst bei. Inklusive Akkordbegleitungen, versteht sich.
Meine Mutter erzählte mir damals, ich hätte viel selbst einfach komponiert, und ich hätte sehr viel Melodien gespielt, wo sie sich fragte, wer hatte ihr das beigebracht? Ich erinnere mich daran, das ich oft einfach drauflos spielte und - es klang immer toll für mich. Ohne zu überlegen. Einfach - reingehauen in die Tasten. Sie sagte mir, ich hätte oft traurige, melancholische Melodien gespielt und ja, daran erinnere mich, das ich viel mit den Halbtönen gespielt habe und sehr schwer Mollartig.
At 13 years, I got the greatest instrument ever in my whole life birthday - it was a home organ with two manuals, Fussbedale and countless instruments to choose from and I had condemned had fun with the part. In addition I was also organ-hour and was given two years once a week for organ lessons where we were a small group of 6 girls who were playing together forever. The mine had hell of a lot of fun ...
When I got there, I could not read a single note. Even after two years I could read the notes and still not admitted today, 35 years - I can somehow the notes still unable to read and catch myself, even today, as I count the lines with pointed fingers to figure out what note it was. But I still played by the organ-teaching to some great music, including even some piano pieces that I taught myself at the time of notes from my school friend. All I needed to play it was, I had heard only once, or have played it that gave me and it was stored in my head and that was "craft" learn then finally just pure hard work-work-in this form, I listed all the notes in the letters and learned by heart.
Also at that time I had composed a lot of himself ... predominantly melancholy, minor heavy melodies, rarely more lively.
the organ at home I'd had for 16 years and as long as it played, rather I - sold finally grown old part, in 2003 when I moved up from my city in the north.
Five long years I had touched not a single keyboard, until I moved back after a period of life, and now a keyboard, a gift from a very dear friend, I stand there.
I love this keyboard! It is centrally located in the middle of my 1-room apartment and the gloss of the long line of buttons consisting of 6 octaves, I continued to fascinate and let my fingers so many times just gently glide over the keys without having to actually play as if it is something you just have to touch the music to be heard in the interior to bring.
Through my training I started learning now so well the first time from the ground and small, know the score. But ... despite my devotion and love for keyboard instruments and music, and decades of playing the organ and piano pieces ... why I am learning the notes but even today still do not?
This is something that I myself do not understand this ... It appears yet so simple? Pure vocabulary learning but actually. And yet - as I have an automatic sorting and delete function in my small bulb on, do the grades and values simply can not remain anchored in my memory. This brings me slowly but surely, quite strangely embarrassed because I look at the yes explain itself can not know why I somehow do not get to, and during continuing education unit for teaching unit, where more and more grade science and knowledge will be requested, I is completely blocked and apparently I like to stay.
Whether it is probably something like sheet music dyslexia? I do not know. In any case - I think The great pity, I would have really been able to know more and finally realized, perhaps even to time be able to play after my superior musical score, no one has my previously played, how it sounds and without the I before me first time listening needs to know where to go the melody.
I often think about whether I might perhaps once in a previous life that had to do with keyboard instruments. With a piano or grand piano. For in so many, not infrequent night dreaming I was always playing and just start playing the most beautiful songs and melodies without even a single clue what and how I played it, but I - spielte einfach. Ohne nachzudenken. Einfach die Finger wie zu einem Eigenleben erweckt, arbeiten lassen und die Musik in meinen Ohren erklingen lassen... Oh, klar, hatte ich das auch hin und wieder versucht, einfach drauflos und mal schauen, ob die Träume sich realisieren lassen - aber, nein. Funktioniert nicht. Schade.
Ich hoffe, ich finde es eines Tages heraus, wieso ich eigentlich mit Notenlesen-lernen solche Lernschwierigkeiten und -blockaden habe und vor allendingen hoffe ich, das ich eines Tages diese Schwächen auflösen kann. Ich wünschte mir sehr, ich hätte die finanziellen Mitteln, um vielleicht mit intensive Einzelunterrichte properly read music and learn to play then, I've got the idea, or let's say - I think behind this blockage is more behind it and could well imagine if these walls are torn down, so a lot of confined, walled-in artistic and creative potential could be released.
But until I'm so far well, I must content myself with a fascination and love for the outgoing of Keys magic, which I place to feel so much tenderness, so that and hope that one day I might inside me a small breakthrough manage to me to open up the notes.
greeting
Aquajade
0 comments:
Post a Comment